My debut EP Male Validation and Other Drugs is out NOW!!!
Listen here: https://ffm.to/malevalidationandotherdrugs
Lyrics:
Did you get what you need?
What you wanted?
Catching up on your sleep?
Really staying on it?
I caved to the depths for you
Even became a bad friend for you
Want to know how I grieve?
It’s demonic
So’s the way that you leave
Use and discard it
Lost fights to my quiet nights
So I’m trying like every vice
I know, I know it’s far from ideal
But you don’t get to tell me how I can and can’t heal
Showing out, showing up
Showing I’m forgetting ya
Party lungs, dance drugs, sex, etc
Ooh, look what you made a girl do
(She was a)
Hopeless romancer, spiritual cancer
Traded it in for the traits of a dancer
Ooh, look what you made a girl do
Sex, etc
I could’ve been anything
Chained to your fantasy
Favorite accessory
Made for a movie scene
Could’ve been surgery
Fixed you mechanically
But where’s the respect for me?
Where’s the humanity?
So I know I
Neglect my intellect
Deflect another ego death
Showing out, showing up
Showing I’m forgetting ya
Party lungs, dance drugs, sex, etc
Ooh, look what you made a girl do
(She was a)
Hopeless romancer, spiritual cancer
Traded it in for the traits of a dancer
Ooh, look what you made a girl do
Sex, etc
Desperate for connection
You’re not feeling the love
Now I’m losing your attention
That’s a one-two punch
Think, behave in a sentient way
Lost track of my meaning just to get you to stay
Some kind of pseudo-science
I’m on my own damn island
I’ve got a tourist passing through, so I picked up the night shift
Now here I go again
When will the cycle end?
Call me a liar as I recommend
Showing out, showing up
Showing I’m forgetting ya
Party lungs, dance drugs, sex, etc
Ooh, look what you made a girl do
(She was a)
Hopeless romancer, spiritual cancer
Traded it in for the traits of a dancer
Ooh, look what you made a girl do
Sex, etc
Sex, ex, ex, ex, ex, etcetera
Sex, ex, ex, ex, ex, etcetera
Sex, ex, ex, ex, ex, etcetera
Etcetera
Etcetera
Credits:
Directed by Marlena Rayne
Produced by Emma Brooke
Director of Photography Kaitlin Griffin
1st Assistant Camera Jack DiBietto
Production Design by Stephanie Moreno
HMU Sara Denman
PA Antigone Lambros
Starring Avery Cochrane
Thomas Jenkins as Drummer/F**kboy
Zen Yokel as Bassist/F**kboy
Evan Bowser as Guitarist/F**kboy
Brian Roque as Pianist/F**kboy
Zahra Arabshahi
HMU Sara Denman
frank@celestineagency.com
Styled by Marlena Rayne, Emma Brooke, and Camilla Choa
Special Thanks Michael Danescu and Graciela, Josh, and Raegan and Marty from Live Oak Canyon Farm.