Ninth Key- IF I WASN’T ME
Lyrics-
If I wasn’t me
Would I still be
Someone who fks up everything?
If I wasn’t me
If I wasn’t me…..
Verse:
Feels like I’m always drawn
Somewhere I don’t belong
I’m sick of putting these broken pieces together wrong
I pretend I’m someone else
Why?
Cuz I don’t like myself
And every day I wake up feeling like I’m in hell
Always thinking happy is a place i can get
Everywhere I go is just another place that I’ve been
Instead of dreaming bout the top
I’m fantasizing the end
Maybe I just need somebody to tell me if…
Chorus:
If I wasn’t me
Would I still need
A million vices just to breathe?
If I wasn’t me
Would i be someone who isn’t ashamed?
Or would I have ended up the same?
If I wasn’t me
Would I still be
Someone who fks up everything?
If I wasn’t me
Could I be someone who isn’t ashamed
Or does everyone feel the same?
Verse 2
If I wasn’t living with this thing in my brain
and the pain it brought me
Gettin hooked onto the same medication
my dad was popping
Could’ve found another way to be sane
but instead I’m dropping
All these songs to try to fix me
but the thoughts are never stopping.
Maybe happiness is really not a place I can get
and when I’m felling close I’m probably on the brink of a slip
I need to find someone to help or fkn empty the clip
With all these voices in my head questioning if…
Chorus:
If I wasn’t me
Would I still need
A million vices just to breathe?
If I wasn’t me
Would i be someone who isn’t ashamed?
Or would I have ended up the same?
If I wasn’t me
Would I still be
Someone who fks up everything?
If I wasn’t me
Could I be someone who isn’t ashamed
Or does everyone feel the same?
Bridge:
Pretend I’m someone else
Cause I don’t like myself
Feels like theres no escape
And nothing ever helps
I
Pretend I’m someone else
Cause I don’t like myself
Feels like theres no escape
And all I do is yell –
“I’m Fkd up and nobody loves me”
If I wasn’t me
Maybe I could find a way not to stress
Maybe I could feel the heart in my chest
Even if I found my way through this mess
Would it even stop the thoughts in my head? like
Chorus:
If I wasn’t me
Would I still need
A million vices just to breathe?
If I wasn’t me
Would i be someone who isn’t ashamed?
Or would I have ended up the same?
If I wasn’t me
Would I still be
Someone who fks up everything?
If I wasn’t me
Could I be someone who isn’t ashamed
Or does everyone feel the same?
If I wasn’t me
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