Music video by Kamal. performing suffer (live from the garage).© 2026 Neighbourhood Recordings

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directed by Alistair McVeigh and Claryn Chong
band: Fret Worm, Theo McGuire and Patch Sawyer
md: Patch Sawyer
recorded by: Hugh Fielding
mixed by: David Simpson

lyrics:

I still want to figure it out
I want my name in your mouth

I want to say it aloud
As if it’s nothing

And I know it’s just a figure of speech

But it meant something to me
And I don’t want it to leave

I wanna suffer with you

I wanna suffer with you

I wanna suffocate too
I wanna suffer

And I don’t care if it hurts
Cos it hurts all the time
Tell me that you’re in love
Like you’re learning your lines
I don’t care either way
We could fuck, we could fight
I don’t care if it hurts, if it hurts
If it hurts, I wanna suffer with you

You don’t have to show me respect Cos I’m already a wreck
I want your hands on my neck
As if I’m nothing

And I know it’s masochistic of me

And I should pick up and leave But I don’t wanna be free

I wanna suffer with you

I wanna suffer with you

I wanna suffocate too
I wanna suffer

And I don’t care if it hurts
Cos it hurts all the time
Tell me that you’re in love
Like you’re learning your lines
I don’t care either way
We could fuck, we could fight
I don’t care if it hurts, if it hurts
If it hurts, I wanna suffer with you

I don’t care what they say

Nothing’s fair anyway
You can love me

and leave me and love me again
You can lie to my face
You can call me a cunt
You can touch anywhere

Anywhere that you want
I don’t care

Oh I don’t care if it hurts
Cos it hurts all the time
Tell me that you’re in love
Like you’re learning your lines
I don’t care either way
We could fuck, we could fight
I don’t care if it hurts, if it hurts
If it hurts, I wanna suffer with you

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