Music video by Kamal. performing suffer (live from the garage).© 2026 Neighbourhood Recordings
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directed by Alistair McVeigh and Claryn Chong
band: Fret Worm, Theo McGuire and Patch Sawyer
md: Patch Sawyer
recorded by: Hugh Fielding
mixed by: David Simpson
lyrics:
I still want to figure it out
I want my name in your mouth
I want to say it aloud
As if it’s nothing
And I know it’s just a figure of speech
But it meant something to me
And I don’t want it to leave
I wanna suffer with you
I wanna suffer with you
I wanna suffocate too
I wanna suffer
And I don’t care if it hurts
Cos it hurts all the time
Tell me that you’re in love
Like you’re learning your lines
I don’t care either way
We could fuck, we could fight
I don’t care if it hurts, if it hurts
If it hurts, I wanna suffer with you
You don’t have to show me respect Cos I’m already a wreck
I want your hands on my neck
As if I’m nothing
And I know it’s masochistic of me
And I should pick up and leave But I don’t wanna be free
I wanna suffer with you
I wanna suffer with you
I wanna suffocate too
I wanna suffer
And I don’t care if it hurts
Cos it hurts all the time
Tell me that you’re in love
Like you’re learning your lines
I don’t care either way
We could fuck, we could fight
I don’t care if it hurts, if it hurts
If it hurts, I wanna suffer with you
I don’t care what they say
Nothing’s fair anyway
You can love me
and leave me and love me again
You can lie to my face
You can call me a cunt
You can touch anywhere
Anywhere that you want
I don’t care
Oh I don’t care if it hurts
Cos it hurts all the time
Tell me that you’re in love
Like you’re learning your lines
I don’t care either way
We could fuck, we could fight
I don’t care if it hurts, if it hurts
If it hurts, I wanna suffer with you
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